Kladdkrita

Well then, here we are again
Another year has passed and what else can I say other than it's been crappy one?
I've felt so low and so depressed that it's been hard to even get out of bed most days.
Dunno why really.. but it's simply been a craptacular year.

-I have hardly touch my camera at all this year, let alone uploaded any new stuff here on deviantART
- Broke with my best "friend". She could have moved, got married or died and I wouldn't have known
- I've lost contact with most of my old friends
- I haven't got a job -equals no money
- At a point it didn't feel good to be in the stable, I couldn't feel connected with the horses and riding was just a huge struggle that left me with exhausted and sad

But, it hasn't been all bad!
+ I've got a friend who's always stood by me even though we don't see each other very often
+ Got a gym-membership (time to get fit!)
+ My "horseproblems" eased up a bit late this fall when I sat on a gorgeous Europylos
+ Arnold is sweeter and cuddlier than ever
+ I've met several new good friends
+ There has been so many good books
+ So many good movies and series
+ So, so much fantastic music

I've often bury myself in music and it often represents different feelings and things that is happening to me, around me and who I am and it's crucial for my wellbeing to listen to and sing daily and this is some of the music that has been me this year.

Off course, there has been so much more music, but this list feature some of the most important music this year so sit back and enjoy

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Now.. If you read all of my rant and listened to my music, I want to wish you a happy new year!
So, are you ready?

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Winter is coming, indeed.
It's been getting gradually colder here in Stockholm, Sweden over the last couple of weeks. The sparkling colours of autumnleaves changed into the dull brown or in many cases, no leaves at all. But the sun is often out and the sky is clear. Last night however, we had the first snow of the year here in Stockholm. It was raining all evening but when I got up at 04.30 (4.30 am) to let the cat out, the ground was covered in white. It melted away though when it was morning. We don't have any catflaps in our house for some reason, mainly because of draft and mud and all of the other things Arnold would bring, but probably also because, well he's quite fat.. and not all to bright.. I mean, even if the door is open, the cat still sits in the window, meowing, wanting me to go and let him in

So, yeah.. I've got really weird sleeping habits.. umm.. But on the otherhand, I get to see things at this hour when other don't, like the first snow this fall

Wow.. I have three external hard-drive for my files except the laptop, on two of these trusty, black thingys i have media and a general back up, on the third one -photos. I started looking in too this one today and found I have 129 gig of just pictures. That is 33 388 files O.O
The thing is, I have an equal amount on the poor laptop someone's been busy!

It's time for the annual cleaning and I can look forward to organizing almost 60 000 pictures! Yay me!

Any suggestions you could possibly want to see up here on my deviantART? Just tell my and I'll do my very best

edit1: scratch the previous assumption of how many files. There are more like 100 000 files

Haha don't know if you made the same interpretation there but anyway, winter really is coming
It's below freezing by night and we've already had the first snow in Stockholm, capital of Sweden. i've got some mixed feelings about it because i love winter, but hate the cold

Anyhow.. My gallery will be going through some changes as well, update some old submissions and stuff so that will be nice

Oh well

Happy All Hallows Eve

This is how I feel right now, very much back and forward, up and down. About everything.